It's been a long since I've not written anything here.LMAO.Life changed a lot eversince I shifted to 2 Baiduri...Used to be in 2 Berlian but decided to changed class for some personal reason which I can only tell my Best Friends =)I missed blogging so much...just didnt have the time to write...Ok...now am not in my miserable single life anymore (Being single wasn't that bad actually,more freedom but more boredom XD)
Things are not the same this time.I've learned from my mistakes...and...been through painful experiences last year...which gave me a lot of pressure and unforgettable memories.I hated myself after realising what i've done.So this year,2010,I am going to make a change.A new better image of myself.Just want to apologise after what I've done to them..If they read this =)
COUPLE,DOUBLE,TROUBLE
Ahemm...It's my first time having a special boyfriend =) So,most of the time whenever I meet him in person,I am shy.F.Y.I readers...he's shy too....(So cute!!) The thing is....he is too---shy...even worse than me...I was like ''What the Heck....you being shy?Impossible..''Lol...it makes me want to bully him =) Anyway...that does not matters now...
Firstly,before we became couples,we are always texting each other...(That's a fresh start) and talk about stuffs (It's P@C...so sorry people) As we got closer to know better,it developed into a feeling...Somehow,I can't described how I felt,the only word i can say is...''EXCITED'' and there's more...just dont have the right words...LOL...To those who have experiences about being in a relationship,I am kindly asking for your advice =) As you can see...am clueless...or maybe you can say am dumb la...I dont mind =)
After a while,when I agreed to be his girlfriend......we stopped texting each other...One of the many reasons are...busy studying for the mid-term examination...secondly...he is busy (But...however busy he is,he should have at least send a message to inform me that he will be busy for a week just to study for his exams)Honestly,I missed him dearly...just that if we don't keep in touch often...I am afraid I might lose my interest in him....
On second thought,texting isn't a big deal afterall.....Besides,not messaging does not mean that we dont like each other...ryte?(Trying to keep myself being all-positive thinking) Moreover,I must be patient when it comes to relationship.Nothing goes perfectly as planned....or expected...0_0....do they...?
I am frustrated right now....But I am still surviving because of my family and friends.Especially friends =) Looking forward to hang out with you people =D Tata for now *waves*
PS...I am not proud of myself for being an arrogant bimbo last time...so sorry people...n those previous blogs i've wrote proved that I am a bad person...used to be a horrible person..just hope you guys can forgive me =) I hope I wont be offending anymore or rude =)
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